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[16 May 2005|10:12pm] |
Rockin choir performence tonight. I'm so glad that shit is over.
Afterwards, Anna and I went to Huck's for a lil bit. Fun times.
Did you know 100 pennis make a dollar?
HAHA!
I have work tomorrow from 4:30 until 9:30.
Come and visit me, It's cold and no one comes anymore.
5 more days of school.
Yipee.
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[30 Apr 2005|12:59am] |
Credit to Anna to my new super hot layout. It's all Paris and Nicole dedicated.
Thats sexy.
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[10 Apr 2005|09:47pm] |
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a
trace?
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch
you leave
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared
the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of
your face
Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what
I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see
me cry
There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of
your face
Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, well that's all I can do and that's what
I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, 'cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take,
Just take a look at me now
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[30 Jan 2005|09:46pm] |
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So, as everyone probably has heard, Mark and I broke up, for good this time.
But it's ok, he sucks anyway. Just kiddin, buddy .
Friday I went to Dan's show, and they were really good. All the people from school were there, and the bands were pretty tolerable. It's fun to actually hang out with some people from school sometimes. I miss them.
Then I went to Jessica's got drunk really fast, and passed out.
Saturday we hung out all day, went to TGIF's. Annie and I went to Estevan's brothers house for a little bit, AND HE'S REALLY HOT.
Today I picked up Vince and we scavenged our way through Huck Finn's. Then I molested him.
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Well, while everyone writes about their new resolutions or their past experiences over Christmas break, I GET FUCKING TONSILITIS.
It's not even tonsilitis, my dr. can't figure it out. It's not strep, it's not mono. It's the new Sara Ross disease that I've just made up. And while my days of break are winding down, I'm stuck inside with 3 prescriptions, a box of Kleenex, and the special edition When Harry met Sally DVD.
I was planning on not going to showchoir. I thought to myself, fuck that it's break I'm not going. That was until I got sick and begged my dad to let me go. You would have thought it was a crazy party with lots of drugs and alcohol. I'm going so crazy that I even begged my dr. to let me sit on a fuckin cafeteria floor for 2 hours today, but like always, I lost the fight.
My contagious period ends tomorrow, and I am runnin for that door.
Happy New Year.
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[02 Jan 2005|12:35am] |
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Well, my New Years Eve kicked ass.
Me, Jessica, Alex, and Mark all went out to eat at Chili's for a little while. I dropped Mark off at his friend Bill's party, and the girls and I went to Estevan's show. I was excited I even made it, since I'm autistic when it comes to directions.
We got there for the last 4 songs or so, and they did awesome. We stood around for a little bit, figuring out our plans, and the girls and I went back to Jessica's house. Bill and Eric came over later with Mark and we watched the O.C. until about 11:30. Vince, Ash, Dillon, Sean, Bob, Nicki, and othetr boys whose name I don't recall came over with like $120 worth of alcohol. Vince bought us a huge bottle of vodka, and it was so beautiful. Ash opened some champagne at midnight, and then after that everything gets a little crazy.
I'd drank alot more than that before, so I've been drunker, but for some reason I saw everything in three's. It was very strange, but fun. I remember people switching clothes, Dillon's ass in Bob's face, and Ash showing everyone his boxers. Jessica's livejournal has most of the interesting pictures.
Around 5 I went to sleep, woke up at 1, went home and slept til 7, woke up and laid around. Now I've slept all day and I'm super awake.
My stereo is gonna get put in my car tomorrow, so that will rock alot of house.
I got to do alot of thinkin tonight, and for some reason, I love this song.
She got out of town
on a railway New York bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on Broadway
There's some things in this world
You just can't change
Some things you can't see
Until it's too late
Baby, Baby, Baby
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world
Maybe, Maybe, Maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to please you
But if the bright lights don't recieve you
You can turn yourself around
and come on home
I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me
In her apartment in the city
Something in this world
They don't make sense
Some things you don't need
Until they leave you
And they're the things that you miss
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| It's mean girls time |
[23 Dec 2004|12:16am] |
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I'm sick of this shit. I used to stick up for myself all the time. I've turned into this quiet little mouse that doesn't say anything. I don't stick up to the people who supposedly love me, I don't stick up to the older people who intimidate me, and I don't stick up for myself when I haven't done anything wrong. I just smile and pretend I don't notice at. No more cutesy Sara.
Well, I've been bitched at for the last time.
From now on, whatever is on my mind, comes out of my mouth, and noone's feelings are spared.
I'm out for blood.
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[05 Dec 2004|05:34pm] |
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I had a very interesting weekend.
Friday I kidnapped Vince and made him go to Orland Mall with me to meet up with Jessica and Lana. Vince Jessica and I went to see Finding Neverland, and it rocked so much house. We giggled at everything inappropriate, of course, but it still was good. I cried at the end because I'm in love with Peter Pan.
We went back to Jessica's house and watched Boiling Points and Jessica made me take pictures in her bed. Vince and I stayed up for many hours talking, and I've decided we're gonna get married because our life together would kick ass.
Saturday morning I dropped Vince off at Queen of Peace and met up with Annie and Hucks. I guess we lost track of time and stayed there for almost 3 hours. We went back to Annie's and she finally bought me my birthday present, the new Gwen Stefani cd, and it's pretty good. This hot guy at FYE told me it was all 80's dance music, but I wasn't really paying attention if you catch my drift. Annie felt sick so I dropped her off home with Sean and went to Kristin's house for a little while. I got to listen it until Evil Queen Lauren made them turn it off. I DONT CARE, I STILL LOVE IT.
I am sooo anxious to go to Jessica's party I think I could bust.
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Jessica and I are seeing Taking Back Sunday and Fallout Boy in October.
Anyone wanna join? Tickets are only $22. Gotta let me know by this weekend though, we're ordering them soon!
Jess Vince and I saw Mean Girls at Harlem Corners. And got locked out of my house at 1:30 in the morning. It's been a long day.
I walked to Jewel Osco to fill my mom up balloons. Yeah, that's right. Not everyone has a pimpin ride, some of us still have to walk.
School starts soon, and I need to have some wild fun before it does.
Possible Party at my house next weekend. Anyone is welcome, and so it lots of alcohol.
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NEW SCREEN NAME:
DressUpRecords
Add it kids.It's the Yeah Yeah Yeah's record label. Obsessed? Noo, of course not.
I went out to eat with Bob, Katy, Anna, and Joe today. Nice time.
Bob fixed my computer. Thank fuckin god.
So Mark Skala, the man with the plan, is supposedly having a 9 am drinking party. Eric is gonna be the bouncer, which is the only reason why I would go.
12 MORE DAYS OF SOPHMORE YEAR
Gah, I can't wait for summer. It means lots of shows, sleeping in, and doing whatever the fuck I want.
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[25 Mar 2004|09:55pm] |
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Tonight was very weird. After our like 20 minute period at school, I went over to Jeff's. It was crazy, and raining. Then Jeff, Annie, Jade, Alex and I went to Huck Finn's. Sean came later. I was feeling really weird, and I wanted to go home asap. I walked over to Katy's house, and Bob was supposed to pick us up at 3 to hang out for a little while. So at 4:30 when Bob shows up, we're pissed. I was supposed to be home earlier for my allergy shot, so my mom said fuck it and came and picked me up. Ouch, I was in trouble.
I got my allergy shots, came home, and showered so I could go to Festival. We picked Kaitlin back up from Bob's house. I was mad at Bob earlier for thinking with the wrong head, but he apologized later and made it very clear that I'm obviously the coolest person in the whole world to him. Danm right I am, Mr. Habersat.
ANYWAY! I went to Festival, and my mom's chorus rocked!
GO KOLMAR, THEY'RE AWESOME!
My mom wore this pink suit thing, and my dad and I caught some guy checkin out her ass. I'll tell her later so she feels better about her body.
Tommorrow I'm going out to dinner with my boo for a while, then to a movie with the gang, and then I'm sleepin over at Jessica's because we're in love. It will be a full night kids.
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I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for being so nice about the whole thing. I'll get over it, and be back to the crazy silly Sara you all know and want in bed.
I don't know, it just brought up the question, why should I ever try really hard for any goal, when it could all be ruined without me knowing. When you look at it, life is sometimes just putting in time until you die. It's depressing to look at it that way, but thats how I feel.
By the way, just so everyone knows, this doesn't mean I'm not gonna talk to people or have anyone talk to me. Kristin, you especially, know that I don't mean you in this entry. Don't give me that bullshit, because you know I love it when you can talk to me.I love being there for you, because I know you'll be there for me. It's a two way street, and I know you need to talk sometimes.I admire you for all that you put up with, and I never blame you when you gotta just bitch for a day, people have to do that! I know you appreciate what you have. There are people who don't, but you aren't one of them. So shut up, and kiss me.
It's ironic how when I lose someone in my life, everyone left in it becomes closer to me.
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[14 Jan 2004|04:55pm] |
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I finally got my head on. I'm just gonna go ahead and take a chance. I mean, what's the worst that can happen? I could get hurt, but not like it hasn't happened before. After everything we've gone through, I never thought I could handle it again. But then the idea came into my head, and I liked it. And then I loved it. Then I knew what I was missing. It sounds like a bad idea to everyone, but they're not me. They don't know how I feel. I have to just see what happens. I mean, this might be it, my second chance that I was waiting for. Patch things up, and do everything right. I learned from my mistakes, but I love that I made them. It's made me stronger, and now I know what I want. I have to at least try.....
Showchoir in an hour!! Friday, anyone wanna go see Along Came Polly with me and Kristin?
I feel like all my stress is relieved!!! Back to my old self...
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Wow, what a fuckin weekend.
Friday Me Mike and Jade walked to Annie's house. Mike left later and went out with the boys. So Annie and Jade and I came over to my house. Jade wasn't feelin to good, so she went home early. However, me and Annie were feelin very good. More like very drunk. It was alot of fun, we started getting very silly and laughing at everything. Then, like always, we started getting into a different conversations. It was a really nice time. Me and Annie needed to spend some girl time together, I was very pleased with the night.
Saturday was very weird night. I went to see Big Fish with Mark Dave and Todd. I really liked the movie, and I cried at the end, like the loser I am. Then We decided to go back to my house. Annie, John, and Jade came over to my house too. We all decided to pile into Todd's van and go driving for a verrrry long time. We went to Best Buy, Steak and Shake, this kid Danish's house, back to Best Buy, and then to Mike Sluga's. Mark decided to go home with Dave, and some kid Danish didn't want me to ride in Todd's car. So me and John drove ova to Mike's house. It very kind of a very good night talking, and a very bad night at the same time. I'm just thinking about things, and realizing things that were right in front of my face.
"Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go. You built me up but you broke me down somehow. Everything seems to clear to me, nothing left to know. I'll love you right and love you pure, right now. How can you say that it's too late to save us now? And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me. I will wait for you, if you will wait for me. Intoxicated the edge is serated so easy torn from the core. I blushed the first time but you blush the last time .Regenerated these feelings of hatred I long for your love you build me and you broke me down this time"
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| wine from a box keeps the doctor away |
[09 Jan 2004|09:41pm] |
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ME AND ANNIE MARKLEY GOT DRUNK, DRANK WINE "RHINE", AND DANCED IN OUR UNDERWEAR!!!!!
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[03 Jan 2004|11:58pm] |
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Heather Radcliffe is awesome. She's a goddess and she doesn't even know it. ;)
Today I partied with Mark's family. I kicked ass in a paper fight, and wno the game MOODS. Kristin called me drunk and told me Katherine was naked. It's all so relative.
I GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON FUCKING TUESDAY.
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